Being Alive.

Asked to leave you once And I did it without second thought You asked me to never call you I had no option than to stop I wanted to try but then You closed most of them gate one by one I don’t know whether I am going crazy Or everything is just screwing me All I wanted was warmth of your hug Not this lonely nights and overwhelming sadness You promised you will be there for me No matter what happens When I was in need, I never could see you there One of plate in my table is still empty Missing and thinking about you Is like my daily schedule every single day I wish we didn’t end up like we did Those silence tears and unspoken words Are killing me every second I wish we never met sometime but Then I adore those memories with you Those silly little things I loved about you Still haunts me down Nothing feels good when you are not around Maybe this is what they call one sided love As I loved you with whole of my heart And all I

Among all those people in this earth you the one who cross my path talking with you every single day makes things easy to handle you are there to comfort me in my hard times just listening to me while i blabber about the pain or just my anger on someone I don't know if i can ask anything more than that you share my highs and lows Sharing my pain, my happiness is little easy to go on every day oh stranger, now we are sharing a special bond I don't think i can go a day without talking with you you are lighting up my life with colors again making me feel like there is no one else like me i smile like idiots on your silly jokes you call me with most useless name but that doesn't hurt no more feels like i am back to world once more oh stranger, i don't know if i will be able to meet you ever in this life. But i just wanna take a second of my life to thank you from bottom my heart for being there.

In this game of love,he  couldn't win the war couldn't make any difference in her feeling one more time he lost the tug of war she is celebrating her victory victory where she crushed another heart she took souvenir of love as his crushed heart what can he do take back what he have lost? while she is celebrating her victory the man next to table calls him a sober man who used to enjoy his  time is left all alone now not that he wanted but he have to everything that he had is gone he believed those fake word coming out of her mouth thought those were the only thing that could make him feel alive fake promises and  lies is the only things he got places he loved now have memories of her small little silly things remind him ,how they used to be he is sitting all alone wondering if this will ever change now afraid to be hurt again, he tries to smile again those thing he have been through is just hell on earth trying to get out of mysery and smile again pai

Middle of night, I can’t go to sleep Messed up life without destination I can’t see path ahead Restlessness taking over my life Those wolfs by, lonely forest are howling Shivering to take next step Sometimes I wish there was someone Someone to guide me through Someone to say it’s alright, I am just a kid trying to figure out How am I suppose to live this life If I have no idea how to live it I can’t find anyone to shout out Suffocating thinking about everything I need shoulder to lay my head on And a hand to hold when I am low To be person by my side Help me through ups and downs Oh love, where are you? I am all alone in this world without you. Hope to meet you soon and explain all about this So that u can listen like a kid With no idea what I am talking about.