Being Alive.

This madness is over my head, Best that i was hoping mine , is no longer with me , or never was mine Those cute little things , you used to do still hunts me down every single day Lonely night with flooding memories Is Hardest things to handle for me Dates and places playing game with me I remember every single time we spent together Like it was just yesterday I would like to lie myself to say that you are mine but then reality reminds me side of my bed is empty That cold heart of yours is best thing i have had i go back to time every single second and i would do  anything to re-live it again Because you are the best thing ever happened to me It's my mind that hears what i want to hear it's my heart that gets lost in world of imagination of you and me being together again I thought i was stronger one among us but guess i have never been so wrong as i am still struggling getting over you Every things around me have memories with you That wont just fa

Bed seems to be bigger for me now Dimmed those lights, lightened up my smoke I watch those smoke pass by While i spend another sleepless night I keep saying i don’t need lover I am fine the way i am But deep down i am just waiting for you I can’t deny what my heart wants Am i the only one with sleepless night Mind full of thoughts and hollow heart I just can’t keep up with everything Feels like i am lost within my own fight I don’t belong in this bed While i am the victim of broken heart I light up my cigarettes one after another Just to forget everything for awhile Early morning hangover are harder To deal with day by day Whisky in my aching bone Cant take it anymore I think its time you free me From this misery and sadness Let me feel your breathe one last time Before i curl up and die...